Day 60

I was down .2 this morning, so .4 away from being down 9 pounds total (again).

Jon went to work early this morning and I only woke up when he was telling me goodbye. Aaaw, I feel bad. I like to be awake when he is. Oh well. He has a scout campout tonight so he has to be done with work by 4. I'm not looking forward to being alone tonight! I will be double-locking the doors tonight!

This morning I had a bowl of corn chex and a banana for breakfast. I've been drinking water every morning, too, so tht helps fill me up.

Last night we watched Animal Planet and it was about the Arctic/Antarctic. It must be so boring for those animals. It's always cold, there is no vegetation like trees or flowers - no color really - just ice and snow and rocks. And a lot of the animals, like the whales and some seals who live in the water - just live off of their blubber for months at a time, because they can't really swim to other areas and get food. The ice is frozen over the water, but there is a small spot where they can come up for air every few minutes. And they have scars all of them because the polar bears try to swing at them because they are hungry too and need their blubber for energy. Anyway, just watching it made me cold and feel sorry for them.

Day 59

A few weeks ago I was excited because I was down 9 pounds. Right now i am down .6 away from that again. So I need to focus and work out and remember what I want and why I am doing this. To be happy and confident and feel good in clothes.

Day 58

Ok, so I am a week(+) behind on the blog, but I am going to start this day as Day 58.

I didn't weigh myself for a whole week to see if that would make a difference (like maybe perhaps a 'pleasant' surprise), but my weight was the same. SO I will just keep plugging away.

This morning for breakfast I made an omelet with 2 eggs and added peppers, onion, tomatoes, and cheese. It was good, but the peppers were a bit strong. Next time I won't add so many.

I did Just Dance for 30 minutes, and will be doing weights in a little bit.

For lunch I had leftovers from dinner the night before - dirty rice. And a yogurt.

For dinner I had a tortilla with beans and cheese with a salad.

Days 53-57

October 4-8 Update:

It seems that when I am not doing so well, I don't blog. It's not exciting so why write about it? Haha, or I am just upset with myself. I am up 2 pounds from last Sunday.

I weighed myself this morning, and I am not going to weigh myself until next Monday. I just want to see if it will help me stay motivated to be good and do well so when I do weigh in again, it will be lower. :)

Weekends are really hard - especially with Conference!! I just wanted to bake and snack and eat. I made Cinnamon Roll Pancakes that were so good! (But I'm sure not good for my bod). And I made enought for a family of four probably, but Jon and I ate them throughout the day and there is only one left. I can't make things like that, it's just too tempting. I have no self control. What's my problem?

I think I am going to print out a picture of a girl without a face, but of a body I want. Then I will have something to SEE and put some thoughts next to it (like reasons I want to be healthy). I can think of 100 reasons, but I will put my top 10 next to it. :)

Day 52

I was down .8 this morning, hurrah. .8 away from the lowest (which was Sunday. Gonna get back on track!)

Days 48, 49, 50, and 51

Wow, time flies by so fast!!

Today won't be a long post...of course I am up 1.6 pounds since I last posted. The weekends ARE really hard!! I need to get back on track. Blah. I was so/too excited about those 9 pounds.

I'm not giving up, I just need to not WORRY so much, I guess. I did one of the workouts from 30 Day Shred last night, and will do another one today. I need to go back to The Firm, though.