Stuck

I'm still stuck at 194.

And I know why.

I haven't been exercising as much, and I just keep eating. I need to remove all chocolate chips from my cupboards. Mostly, I need to stop eating when I'm not hungry. I need to keep busy so I don't just sit and think about food.

Nothing much has changed since the last post...


...EXCEPT that there are only 3 more days in January, which means I need to take my monthly booty shorts and sports bra picture! And my body hasn't changed! Aaaah!

The ex has lost 40 pounds in the past 2 months. Chump. I'm just jealous. Protein and veggies and water, he says. No soda except for a select few types of diet soda. And if you stray at all, it doesn't work.

Terri at work and I have made a pact to have no sugar until Valentine's Day. And to have no carbs. Protein and veggies. Dairy without sugar (there go all of my yogurts). I told her we'd have to start on Monday, because - 1, I needed to eat the groceries that I just bought (oranges, bread, some cereal before the milk goes bad, yogurt, etc.) 2, Munch and Mingle on Sunday for church, and it's pasta and breadsticks and salad...mmm, and 3, Jon (ok, we) need/want to finish the ice cream that's in the freezer. Ice cream is my weakness. Well, a lot of things are my weakness. But ice cream is in the top five things. I have a hard time with these kind of diets. But I know it will work. Terri did it for two weeks once before and she lost a lot in her stomach and could tell there was a difference. Maybe it will help jump-start me on the right path. She says it will help me look "extra nice and pretty and hot" for my big Valentine's date. Whatever that may be...haha.

I'm stuck at 194. I feel like this mouse. But I'm not really like him, because I'm not trying hard enough to get out of this rut. Seriously. What's my problem?