Up, Down, Turn Around...

Up, down, turn around. I think that's what my weight is doing.

I was 190 last week. This morning I was 194.

I need to get back on track. I'm slipping back into the habits of eating too much and not working out. This past week I just kept eating. I wouldn't even be hungry but I'd eat anyway. What is my deal? I start doing well, and then I just mess up all over again. I need some motivation. Put a picture on my wall of how I want to look? Hang a size 6 pair of jeans in my room? I'm not sure what I'm going to do yet, but it's gotta be something. I try picturing myself in a wedding dress (I'll be honest, I only see the slender me when I imagine it, not the chubby me. I need to work on that). Or I see myself on a cruise and laying out getting a tan - also the smallish me and not the large me. I think maybe instead of motivational 'skinny' pictures, I'll put up a picture of me NOW. I think THAT should motivate me. I'll see it and think "That's not how I want to look. I'm going to fix it."

I think that will be my new plan. :)

Good thing Otis doesn't live here to see this!