Today, I think I would take the escalator...
Today I am very tired. I think I may be coming down with something - I keep sniffling and I'm starting to get a cough. My roommate and I woke up at 5 AM to do the hour long Firm video. It's a pretty tough workout, and my glutes and thighs burn like crazy while I'm doing it. It's a good feeling though - it must be working!
Today I have no motivation. The phone keeps ringing, students are demanding, and I just feel worn out. I want a vacation. Maybe I'm just being a baby. I have about 55 hours of PTO saved up, and I want to take 2 days off in February and have a long birthday weekend. But I'm tempted to take a day off earlier than that. I'm glad I worked out this morning, because when I get home I just want to relax and not think.
I was 191.6 this morning. Slowly going down... Usually that would be motivating, but I feel drained. And extra fat. And my clothes are still way too tight. I just want to magically be 170 again and start from there. Or, if magic was real, automatically be 130-135.
Maybe I just feel depressed because the sun is not out today. I usually like the winter and the snow, but I'm ready for it to be over. Once the chill reaches my bones it takes forever for it to go away. I swear this year has been extra cold.
Today I have no motivation. The phone keeps ringing, students are demanding, and I just feel worn out. I want a vacation. Maybe I'm just being a baby. I have about 55 hours of PTO saved up, and I want to take 2 days off in February and have a long birthday weekend. But I'm tempted to take a day off earlier than that. I'm glad I worked out this morning, because when I get home I just want to relax and not think.
I was 191.6 this morning. Slowly going down... Usually that would be motivating, but I feel drained. And extra fat. And my clothes are still way too tight. I just want to magically be 170 again and start from there. Or, if magic was real, automatically be 130-135.
Maybe I just feel depressed because the sun is not out today. I usually like the winter and the snow, but I'm ready for it to be over. Once the chill reaches my bones it takes forever for it to go away. I swear this year has been extra cold.
That's a really funny {but totally honest} picture
ReplyDeleteCheer up - you exercised!! You got off to a great start. Help those students have a good day by being extra nice - they may be feeling like you do. I told you winter is not fun...
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